gaslighting is such a rubbish name for it. Also, anyone capable of being 'gaslit' must be a moron. Those are my compassionate words for the day. Peace.
Gaslighting can be done on anyone. How far and how you push it though, that changes how believable it is. Like this commercial? It would probably only work on someone used to weird hallucinations.
Hitchens, Socrates of 21st century, what a fucking legend, a titan among insects, he despised all religions with equal measure. An intelligence that was almost frightening and never failed to make you think. An icon of intellectual integrity. His wars will live on in perpetuity.
lets see if i can get into the bottom of this provide a simple solution
fact 1: shame is a powerful emotion its etimology is based on the word cover like people who make public speeches in their nudes are prone to feeling shame
fact 2: it has been suggested that narcissists are prone to it they are projecting or something
solution: in my opinion shame is useless emotion 1 can function with out it if ur prone to feeling it dont go to those kinds of situations dont make public speeches in the nude then ya dont need to deal with it and will be able to live productive and fulfilling life
I get the biggest rush from ignoring people that say hi to me. It gives me a sense of smugness that I can't articulate. Funny, if a person does the exact same to me, I think about getting revenge on them.
You think you're going to live your life alone in darkness and seclusion... yeah, I know you've been out there and tried to mix with those Animals
And it just left you full of humiliated confusion so you stagger back home and wait for nothing but the solitary refinement of your room spits you back onto the streets
And now you're desperate and in need of human contact and then you meet me and your whole world changes because everything I say is everything you've ever wanted to hear
So you drop all you defenses, and you drop all your fears I'm perfect in every way 'cause I make you feel so strong and so powerfull inside, you feel so lucky
But your ego obscures reality but you never bothered to wonder why things are going so well You want to know why?
'Cause I'm a liar, yeah, I'm a liar I'll tear your mind out, I'll burn your soul I'll turn you into me, I'll turn you into me
I'll hide behind a smile and understanding eyes And I'll tell you things that you already know so you can say: I really identify with you, so much
And all the time that you're needing me is just the time that I'm bleeding you, don't you get it yet? I'll come to you like an affliction then I'll leave you like an addiction, you'll never forget me...
I don't know why I feel the need to lie and cause you so much pain maybe it's something inside, maybe it's something I can't explain 'cause all I do is mess you up and lie to you
But if you'll give me another chance I swear I'll never lie to you again 'cause now I see the destructive power of a lie, they're stronger than truth
I'm with you notme. Why the hell do they call it gaslighting?
My narc ex used to do this to everyone around him. It was a game. He'd get cocky about it though and tell me when he was doing it to whom sometimes. I think he thought I'd enjoy the game. Usually I just let whoever he was targetting in on the charade.
Also, how is it already Christmas time? I haven't even finished shopping (or started really).
I'm conflicted. I've been surprised by tnp the last couple days and found him to be surprisingly amusing, particularly in his accuracies against Medusa. I don't remember him being this fun, and I'm starting to like him despite myself. Though I must say it could have something to do with his choice in target. We'll see I suppose.
Haven, he's right about you too. You're insane. I would be infuriated if I found out you were obsessing on me on some blog debating publicly the potential in our relationship. I'd be embarrassed to know it, and i doubt that bodes well for intimacy for you. I responded to you yesterday, too. Your ignorant bullocks about people being creative and scientific is a load of bunk. The feigned superiority you tried to take is an obvious deflection from the fact that you either just don't know your friends who are capable of such scientific sensitivity, or that you don't understand the balancing aspects of the human personality. When you figure it out, you'll be that much closer to sanity, though I presume its beyond your capabilities, and I really think you should just give up therapy altogether and roll with insane. Then at least you can get off the "I know I'm crazy, but i m trying to change" kick that justifies everything that you do to yourself. You're just embodying your label as a crutch. You have no desire to change... so don't. Fuck it.
You doing better? My husband tries gas lighting me all the time. Sometimes it is as simple as him hiding my purse and attempting to make me feel crazy. He normally does that kind of stuff when he feels like he is loosing control.
Speaking of loosing control, my husband has been trying to pressure me for another kid, I am sure to keep me around. I don't want anymore at all. It is not going to happen; however, our house has been a little tense.
Lol. Who was I trying to compliment? I'm not THAT fond of him. I'm not daunted by the fact that you know my name. and I'm not on Medusa anymore. I understand her now. Today I'm just feeling... frisky I suppose. Iread some of the comments from yesterday, and they set my tone.
Aside from the obvious dynamics, we got married really young. We have no common interests anymore since we have grown up. I can't see staying with someone where I share no common interests.
My father is an artist. I grew up with art. I have a keen appreciation for it and have a multitude of my own artistic hobbies and pursuits. Are you honestly trying to tell me that someone can not be artistic and scientific at the same time? All through University I was surrounded with logical left brain types. Many, many of which had creative outlets. People are not black and white Missus. I hope you don't miss the irony of someone like me telling you that.
What do I do? I'm an Engineer. I have B.S. and M.S. in Engineering and work at a renowned facility in my field. I'm sorry, what is it that you do again?
Theoretically I should be with Mr. Right by now? Really? This is an asinine statement. My life is not static. It's dynamic and ever changing. What I liked when I was younger grows and evolves with me as I do. I do know /some/ attributes that make me tick. However I've also realized that some of the things I like aren't healthy for me; more hurtful than helpful. I want to work on not harming myself. I have a lot of stuff I need to work on. I don't think the same way you do. Just because you understand things from one direction, does not mean my train of thought, life, or perspective follows the same route. Obviously.
Fuck therapy? Is that your professional opinion. Oh wait. I'm not trying to 'justify' anything I do. I'm trying to understand the things I do. There's a difference
There you go, haven. Now we're getting somewhere. You respond well to offenses. It pulls out your rationale. Your stability. You also have a predisposition for someone more creative than linear. So the right guy for you would be abrasive, demanding, and artistic. That's a challenging set of traits because the commanding presence and creativity can result in abuses and over valuing of emotional responses, but you can counteract that with his vvalue system, such as never hitting a woman, etc. That explains why your longest relationships were with abusive people.
Sweet, I know tthat you say that, but he knows you aren't doing anything about it, and he's a narcissist so I would guess that he doesn't think you'd ever conceive of leaving him.
Um, thanks? Oddly direct confrontation or any kind of actual emergency situation results in flipping me to a calmer mode. If there's an actual target or problem, there's likely a direct course of action I can take in regards to it. It's the vague uncertain things that I don't handle well.
You're right that I have a predisposition for someone more creative than linear.
Abrasive, demanding and artistic. Heh. That was my narc ex all over.
I'm trying to avoid the abrasive part. At first I wanted to say I'm trying to avoid the demanding part as well, but I rather like when someone demands my attention as long as they don't demand all of my attention.
Anon, you are wrong. Borderlines are far more valued by society, as they actually can HELP people.
A socio has NO empathy, meaning they are completely self serving. Sociopaths are terrible for society. People with no empathy shouldn't be given any kind of job.
Sociopaths constantly remain optimistic about themselves. A socio does have a negative view of the world and others, but they see no faults in themselves.
I think you like or need abrasive, in positive ways, because it brings out your sane side, remember. Otherwise you'd be the abrasive one in the relationship to a detriment you're trying to avoid, as you say.
Ive been trying to make myself into a sociopath...... Like kinda unleash my inner sociopath or something.
Do you guys have any tips on how to make myself into a better sociopath? Ive already read the 48 laws of power and the art of seduction so I have started keeping people in suspended terror from being unpredictable and stuff!!!! It's alot more fun to be a sociopath because than you can just say "Iam a sociopath, what do you expect?" or if I ever get caught or arrested I will just manipulate, cry, and say I had a horrible childhood!!!! That should evoke some sense of sympathy unless they are sociopaths (Or mock sociopaths, like me). Iam just hoping one day I can be a real sociopath.
That's why while I was calling room service to order cheesecake at the Waldorf you were putting improvised knifes up your ass in prison to survive, as mentioned today.
I doubt that dave. That was several years ago. You were still servicing the lechery of some old sexual predator while I was sneaking improvised knives up me arse in prison.
The better question would be: Would you sneak a knife in your arse to stab somebody so you didn't get fucked by an old man, or would you just bend over and take it.
Would you rather be sipping on fine wine from fucking an old man or be taken off a bus with horse in you ass and later have a knife in your ass? Hmmmm................. hard one
The priviledge of not giving a toss is that I have never had to put up pictures, websites, or videos on a sociopath website to prove who I am. I don't want to know the details of your service to that old pervert. It's disgusting that anyone would give up their power like that. There's nothing you could pay me to give up my own dignity.
Why don't you tell me dilemma? Would you get molested by a old pervert for years rather than go to prison? I guess it depends on how much pride you have.
Get over it and go back to your blog nobody visits. You still think I'm James Bannon that's the funny part. No wonder your mum molested you. She had to get something out of giving birth to a retarded child.
Only ami repeats herself over and over and over everyday. Only Ami is dumb enough to still be falling for a joke that was told close to a month ago. Of course, I could be wrong. Want to prove it?
You don't get internal bleeding idiot, you make a sheath. You admitted yourself that your encounter with that old fucker scarred you. Smuggling weapons onto the yard didn't make me blink. I packed my lunchbox and did what I needed to do. The end result is I'm still alive and right now I'm doing well for myself. I'm not old and alone like you. I'm married and living next to a lake. To quote one of my wife's favorite poet's, Emily Dickenson:
We never know how high we are Till we are called to rise;
When you make it through the tough times without breaking you become great, David. The fact is that you did not rise. You fell. That's why you are so damaged right now. That's why you are mentally scarred. That's why you have to take pills to sleep at night. That's why you feel so inferior that you will go to greater lengths than anyone on this site to prove yourself. That's why you need validation from a psychiatrist that you are a sociopath (Which never happened) to blame all your problems on a uncurable 'disorder'.
Life is a risk. You could get hit by a car tommorrow. I like to live it, love it, and take every last drop in because tommorrow is not promised it's just gambled.
"You don't get internal bleeding idiot, you make a sheath. I packed my lunchbox and did what I needed to do."
Good lord ukan, spare us the details, it would be laughable if it wouldn't be that shitty.
Btw the only place I suffer is in your delusional wishful thinking big boy.
I'll be back on sunday, and although I know your prostate is enjoying it, I expect you to get that toaster out of your arse by that time ukan, I can see the wire bangling from your pants, that's even too kinky for me man ...
Delusional. Last week you said I had insight into you that you didn't think possible that I was a thirty year old drug dealer. You thought I was in my 50's. Remember? Which is it david? Is it dependant upon me stopping my campaign of torment on you because you flatter me or is it dependant upon me validating the delusion you have that you are something special? Which of those do I need to do in order for me to keep my beliefs in who you are, because I haven't changed anything I have said about you. You are the only one changing your opinion and I think it is obvious to anyone why that is. Now go pop some pills so you don't lay awake thinking about how alone and worthless you are.
Hank, Buddy. Frank hisself, saw the memo. Frank has been feeling depressed, and eating, too much ice cream. These ladies, can't make, Frank happy, like Frank thought.
President Frank, Vice President Hank will, take you out. Hank thinks, Frank, should put on Frank's, tight pants and purse. We have a Possee, to run, no time for sulking.
you're a stupid little shit. you know that? but at least now, we know there is someone in the anonymous as dumb as ami. i don't know who it is you worship so... but i guarantee you are out of your league. you puppets are all the same. i'm don't even have to be the pied piper, to lead you into a trap. I would have kept this facade going, but you're too boring to bother with.
enjoy you fucking rape fantasies, and lovefraud adventures... it's all you got.
The term 'gaslighting' comes from a play called 'Gas Light'. An important plot-point revolves around gaslighting (the psychological term) with an actual gaslight (the kind of light that runs on gas). Also, TNP might find the name of one of the characters to be amusing.
"But there is something else about the speech of psychopaths that is equally puzzling: their frequent use of contradictory and logically inconsistent statements that usually escape detection. Recent research on the language of psychopaths provides us with some important clues to this puzzle, as well as to the uncanny ability psychopaths have to move words - and people- around so easily. […]
When asked if he had ever committed a violent offense, a man serving time for theft answered, "No, but I once had to kill someone."
A woman with a staggering record of fraud, deceit, lies, and broken promises concluded a letter to the parole board with, "I've let a lot of people down… One is only as good as her reputation and name. My word is as good as gold."
A man serving a term for armed robbery replied to the testimony of an eyewitness, "He's lying. I wasn't there. I should have blown his fucking head off."
From an interview with serial killer Elmer Wayne Henley:
Interviewer: "You make it out that you're the victim of a serial killer, but if you look at the record you're a serial killer." Henley: "I'm not." I: "You're not a serial killer?" H: "I'm not a serial killer." I: You're saying you're not a serial killer now, but you've serially killed." H: "Well, yeah, that's semantics."
And so on. The point that the researchers noted was that psychopaths seem to have trouble monitoring their own speech. What is more, they often put things together in strange ways, such as this series of remarks from serial killer Clifford Olson: "And then I had annual sex with her." "Once a year?" "No. Annual. From behind." "Oh. But she was dead!" "No, no. She was just unconscientious." About his many experiences, Olson said, "I've got enough antidotes to fill five or six books - enough for a trilogy." He was determined not to be an "escape goat" no matter what the "migrating facts."" [Hare, Without Conscience]
"Psychopaths are notorious for not answering the questions asked them. They will answer something else, or in such a way that the direct question is never addressed. They also phrase things so that some parts of their narratives are difficult to understand. This is not careless speech, of which everyone is guilty at times, but an ongoing indication of the underlying condition in which the organization of mental activity suggests something is wrong. It's not what they say, but how they say it that gives insight into their true nature."
I thought I experienced boredom, perhaps I do, but then I quickly come up with something to do and it then comes to light that my "boredom" was actually laziness in ending the moment of non activity.
I've grown quite fond of Medusa in the time I've followed this blog. She never gives up and packs quite a punch, both qualities I respect in a person. Oh, and she's no sociopath either, and that is a plus too. Just a fighter.
Anon above me, who gives a fuck who you like, and it makes little sense to come to a sociopath blog angry that there are nothing but sociopaths bantering. That's like going to a seafood joint, ordering chicken, and being glad that your chicken ain't seafood. Why go to that place that specializes in something you have no desire in having?
I think I get bored pretty easily. I'm not sure though, because mostly it's, like Piles said, not doing anything about not having anything to do. But I also get bored when I have to do stuff I just don't give a fuck about.
Yeah, I generally hold myself accountable when I'm bored. Unless I'm somehow prevented from doing something I do care about. Which is why I hate funerals.
You know people are buying those things too. The traffic to her website was so busy after the ac360 piece the sever could not handle the load. Wait until this shit hit reddit.
She was exactly the kind of person you would call a weak loser afraid of life. She died unknown.
Oh you've heard of her medusa? I wonder if anyone could say the same about your music. What do you think the chances of that changing are when you die?
I thought I experienced boredom, perhaps I do, but then I quickly come up with something to do and it then comes to light that my "boredom" was actually laziness in ending the moment of non activity
I agree. Sometimes I can't find enough to do so I just start tearing shite up.
Famous medusa? So famous even I have heard of you all the way over here? Ha ha, yet you are forced to live with a roomate you can't stand? Give me a break, woman. The famous people I have seen all have their own mansions, you can't even rent a flat by yourself. Talk about delusions of grandeur.
I don't know Medusa story bot Los Angeles is littered with out of work broke musicians you may have heard of. There's even a service called Rock & Roll movers the employees unemployed musicians. I've had a few indie rocks from notable bands work for me. I know one DJ/Electronic performer who was signed to Astererks/Virgin that's homeless. He lost his contract when Mirah Carey's album Glitter was such a failure (lost $40 million) Virgin had to close their LA offices.
Ukan do you have millions and live in a mansion? Cause that's what I thought truly successful organized criminals have. Who cares about a lake, there are thousands in Minnesota.
Have a good time sweets. This place will be a little duller without you. Since I left you is a legendary dance record. Name drop it to some of your DJ friends sometime. The whole thing is incredible. Best of luck with the fam.
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gaslighting is such a rubbish name for it. Also, anyone capable of being 'gaslit' must be a moron. Those are my compassionate words for the day. Peace.
ReplyDeleteGaslighting can be done on anyone. How far and how you push it though, that changes how believable it is. Like this commercial? It would probably only work on someone used to weird hallucinations.
ReplyDeleteWhen your whole childhood is that way, you are a mess.
ReplyDeleteShame is the feeling that lurks beneath all unhealthy narcissism, and the inability to process shame in healthy ways." about 12 hours ago
ReplyDeleteFrom the Twitter
HOW do you process shame in healthy ways?
Theme Song for the TNP number 4
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gKXy0GQGRO4
Theme Song for Medusa no 3
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CYE0DYIbaw
Really, Themes? Have a heart or Let you go?
ReplyDeleteI should have known you were Bella, you obsessive weirdo.
For NASCAR though? Eugh.
ReplyDeleteTNP, how about, Your a Mean One Mr. Grinch for your theme?
ReplyDeleteI take it your not caught up in the holiday spirit.
You know who you are.... and I know you are reading this. I know a lot more than you think. Your move.
ReplyDeleteThat was sad about Christopher Hitches. He was his own man!
ReplyDeleteHitchens, Socrates of 21st century, what a fucking legend, a titan among insects, he despised all religions with equal measure. An intelligence that was almost frightening and never failed to make you think. An icon of intellectual integrity. His wars will live on in perpetuity.
ReplyDelete@TCO
ReplyDeleteI did not agree with many of his points, but HE was superb, courageous, witty, keen and simply beautiful.
RIP Beautiful Man
Such an intelligent force is gone. That is the biggest loss.
ReplyDeleteoh fuck he died? ALready? Jesus cancer is insane.
ReplyDeletePneumonia
ReplyDeleteAre you kidding? I love Christmas!
ReplyDeleteI'm sure I could conjure up a theme song, but I'm listening to some of my favorite jams of the 80s right now.
@TCO: Are you sure that was wise to let them know?
on topic of dealing with shame with healthy ways-
ReplyDeletelets see if i can get into the bottom of this provide a simple solution
fact 1: shame is a powerful emotion its etimology is based on the word cover like people who make public speeches in their nudes are prone to feeling shame
fact 2: it has been suggested that narcissists are prone to it they are projecting or something
solution: in my opinion shame is useless emotion 1 can function with out it if ur prone to feeling it dont go to those kinds of situations dont make public speeches in the nude then ya dont need to deal with it and will be able to live productive and fulfilling life
When are you going to start a blog Note?
ReplyDeleteI have a story to tell you.
Alright, I have a real theme song for myself.
ReplyDeleteThanks for making me look like a douche, Henry! Have we met before?
(we have :p)
Tik, I was meaning to start a month ago. Just have been busy lately.
:)
ReplyDeleteI know someone else that fits your theme, lol.
ReplyDeleteThat's not, gaslighting, gaslighting is COVERT, and, in the commercial it's, OVERT, blah blah blah, dead son, blah blah.
ReplyDeleteSorry, couldn't help myself. :P
It's a pretty universal theme in these here hills, Tik.
ReplyDeleteThe hills have eyes!
ReplyDeleteThose... aren't eyes.
ReplyDeleteWhat are they?
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ReplyDeleteDavid, have you ever burst out laughing when you are trying to act empathic to someone?
ReplyDeleteI've done this once, or twice. After it I tell them I laugh when I'm feeling emotionally overwhelmed LOL. People really will believe anything.
I get the biggest rush from ignoring people that say hi to me. It gives me a sense of smugness that I can't articulate. Funny, if a person does the exact same to me, I think about getting revenge on them.
ReplyDeleteSometimes It can be like this, when I listen to an empaths problems. I think we can all relate :p
ReplyDeleteWhat are my options
ReplyDeleteFold, Raise, Stay?
ReplyDeleteI can imagine it now...
ReplyDelete"Hah! I didn't say hi back. PATHETIC WOOOORM!!"
showing shame
ReplyDeleteliterally hang your head, david. turn your upper body a bit to the left cast eyes downward, Sigh, touch your mouth.
dont do all at once or it will look fake.
What have I become
ReplyDeleteMy sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
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ReplyDeleteyou should only do that when they have been a dick. It will guilt them immediately, but you will look sensitive if they are a dick.
stop showing off bella
ReplyDeleteyou smella
you think ur wella
but you aint swella
TNP"s Rollins Band (Liar) Lyrics
ReplyDeleteYou think you're going to live your life alone
in darkness and seclusion... yeah, I know
you've been out there and tried to mix with those Animals
And it just left you full of humiliated confusion
so you stagger back home and wait for nothing
but the solitary refinement of your room spits you back onto the streets
And now you're desperate and in need of human contact and then you meet me and your whole world changes because everything I say is everything you've ever wanted to hear
So you drop all you defenses, and you drop all your fears I'm perfect in every way 'cause I make you feel so strong and so powerfull inside, you feel so lucky
But your ego obscures reality but you never bothered to wonder why things are going so well
You want to know why?
'Cause I'm a liar, yeah, I'm a liar
I'll tear your mind out, I'll burn your soul
I'll turn you into me, I'll turn you into me
I'll hide behind a smile and understanding eyes
And I'll tell you things that you already know so you can say: I really identify with you, so much
And all the time that you're needing me is just the time that I'm bleeding you, don't you get it yet?
I'll come to you like an affliction then I'll leave you like an addiction, you'll never forget me...
I don't know why I feel the need to lie and cause you so much pain maybe it's something inside, maybe it's something I can't explain 'cause all I do is mess you up and lie to you
But if you'll give me another chance I swear I'll never lie to you again 'cause now I see the destructive power of a lie, they're stronger than truth
I'm with you notme. Why the hell do they call it gaslighting?
ReplyDeleteMy narc ex used to do this to everyone around him. It was a game. He'd get cocky about it though and tell me when he was doing it to whom sometimes. I think he thought I'd enjoy the game. Usually I just let whoever he was targetting in on the charade.
Also, how is it already Christmas time? I haven't even finished shopping (or started really).
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ReplyDeleteTheme Song for Haven no 3 <3
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BV4D1hez-Lw
I'm conflicted. I've been surprised by tnp the last couple days and found him to be surprisingly amusing, particularly in his accuracies against Medusa. I don't remember him being this fun, and I'm starting to like him despite myself. Though I must say it could have something to do with his choice in target. We'll see I suppose.
ReplyDeleteHaven, he's right about you too. You're insane. I would be infuriated if I found out you were obsessing on me on some blog debating publicly the potential in our relationship. I'd be embarrassed to know it, and i doubt that bodes well for intimacy for you. I responded to you yesterday, too. Your ignorant bullocks about people being creative and scientific is a load of bunk. The feigned superiority you tried to take is an obvious deflection from the fact that you either just don't know your friends who are capable of such scientific sensitivity, or that you don't understand the balancing aspects of the human personality. When you figure it out, you'll be that much closer to sanity, though I presume its beyond your capabilities, and I really think you should just give up therapy altogether and roll with insane. Then at least you can get off the "I know I'm crazy, but i m trying to change" kick that justifies everything that you do to yourself. You're just embodying your label as a crutch. You have no desire to change... so don't. Fuck it.
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ReplyDeleteHaven
ReplyDeleteYou doing better? My husband tries gas lighting me all the time. Sometimes it is as simple as him hiding my purse and attempting to make me feel crazy. He normally does that kind of stuff when he feels like he is loosing control.
Speaking of loosing control, my husband has been trying to pressure me for another kid, I am sure to keep me around. I don't want anymore at all. It is not going to happen; however, our house has been a little tense.
Themes! <3 You outdid yourself. This song is perfect. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Haven. That is very gracious of you!
ReplyDeleteSweet, he knows he can keep you around.
ReplyDeleteBack Off Medusa. You saw what happened last time you took her on he he
ReplyDeleteMK, you can't even give a compliment without an insult.
ReplyDeleteLike your opinion counts for any kind of fact or truth. It does not.
Who wants to take advise from a women that married a drug dealer and hides homemade knives up his ass.
Your Mum should have spent more time on her children then on men.
House
ReplyDeleteHi Sweets,
ReplyDeleteI'm doing much better. Getting my head on a little strighter.
Yikes. Stick to your guns. Having kids is no way to solve problems.
Lol. Who was I trying to compliment? I'm not THAT fond of him.
ReplyDeleteI'm not daunted by the fact that you know my name. and I'm not on Medusa anymore. I understand her now. Today I'm just feeling... frisky I suppose. Iread some of the comments from yesterday, and they set my tone.
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ReplyDeleteMissus
ReplyDeleteAside from the obvious dynamics, we got married really young. We have no common interests anymore since we have grown up. I can't see staying with someone where I share no common interests.
As for you Missus. TNP is a pretty astute guy.
ReplyDeleteMy father is an artist. I grew up with art. I have a keen appreciation for it and have a multitude of my own artistic hobbies and pursuits. Are you honestly trying to tell me that someone can not be artistic and scientific at the same time? All through University I was surrounded with logical left brain types. Many, many of which had creative outlets. People are not black and white Missus. I hope you don't miss the irony of someone like me telling you that.
What do I do? I'm an Engineer. I have B.S. and M.S. in Engineering and work at a renowned facility in my field. I'm sorry, what is it that you do again?
Theoretically I should be with Mr. Right by now? Really? This is an asinine statement. My life is not static. It's dynamic and ever changing. What I liked when I was younger grows and evolves with me as I do. I do know /some/ attributes that make me tick. However I've also realized that some of the things I like aren't healthy for me; more hurtful than helpful. I want to work on not harming myself. I have a lot of stuff I need to work on. I don't think the same way you do. Just because you understand things from one direction, does not mean my train of thought, life, or perspective follows the same route. Obviously.
Fuck therapy? Is that your professional opinion. Oh wait. I'm not trying to 'justify' anything I do. I'm trying to understand the things I do. There's a difference
There you go, haven. Now we're getting somewhere. You respond well to offenses. It pulls out your rationale. Your stability. You also have a predisposition for someone more creative than linear. So the right guy for you would be abrasive, demanding, and artistic. That's a challenging set of traits because the commanding presence and creativity can result in abuses and over valuing of emotional responses, but you can counteract that with his vvalue system, such as never hitting a woman, etc. That explains why your longest relationships were with abusive people.
ReplyDeleteHaven
ReplyDeleteYeah LOL it is not going to happen. I don't want anymore kids period, with anybody. Just thought I would share.
Sweet, I know tthat you say that, but he knows you aren't doing anything about it, and he's a narcissist so I would guess that he doesn't think you'd ever conceive of leaving him.
ReplyDeletehave you bebeen dropping indications, body language etc to suggest change?
ReplyDeleteMissus
ReplyDeleteI will have to respond later. I am off to get my hair done. :)
Who's more intelligent, the socio, or bpd??
ReplyDeleteHow fun. Show us a picture.
ReplyDeleteSocio by far.
ReplyDeleteone socio is worth 4000 bpd (:
ReplyDeleteUm, thanks? Oddly direct confrontation or any kind of actual emergency situation results in flipping me to a calmer mode. If there's an actual target or problem, there's likely a direct course of action I can take in regards to it. It's the vague uncertain things that I don't handle well.
ReplyDeleteYou're right that I have a predisposition for someone more creative than linear.
Abrasive, demanding and artistic. Heh. That was my narc ex all over.
I'm trying to avoid the abrasive part. At first I wanted to say I'm trying to avoid the demanding part as well, but I rather like when someone demands my attention as long as they don't demand all of my attention.
Anon, you are wrong. Borderlines are far more valued by society, as they actually can HELP people.
ReplyDeleteA socio has NO empathy, meaning they are completely self serving. Sociopaths are terrible for society. People with no empathy shouldn't be given any kind of job.
Missus Theme Song No 1 and only he he
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpC9qUwqVds
Borderlines make trouble for themselves. Everywhere they go, trouble will follow.
ReplyDeleteSocio's have such high self esteem, that they believe everything will always work out for them, and mostly it does.
Sociopaths constantly remain optimistic about themselves. A socio does have a negative view of the world and others, but they see no faults in themselves.
ReplyDeleteTheme Song for Shit Flinging Monkey
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-41tg_CS7s
I think you like or need abrasive, in positive ways, because it brings out your sane side, remember. Otherwise you'd be the abrasive one in the relationship to a detriment you're trying to avoid, as you say.
ReplyDeleteIve been trying to make myself into a sociopath...... Like kinda unleash my inner sociopath or something.
ReplyDeleteDo you guys have any tips on how to make myself into a better sociopath? Ive already read the 48 laws of power and the art of seduction so I have started keeping people in suspended terror from being unpredictable and stuff!!!! It's alot more fun to be a sociopath because than you can just say "Iam a sociopath, what do you expect?" or if I ever get caught or arrested I will just manipulate, cry, and say I had a horrible childhood!!!! That should evoke some sense of sympathy unless they are sociopaths (Or mock sociopaths, like me). Iam just hoping one day I can be a real sociopath.
Thanks
ReplyDeleteI can't see staying with someone where I share no common interests.
Yet there you are, Sweet. Still there.
Not Able you have improved. I thought you were going to get roasted, but you had me laughing in the car ride home. Too bad I missed it.
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ReplyDeleteBeen there countless times, I feel instant rage.
Right, and what happened after david? Oh nothing. What a surprise.
*Jumps In*
ReplyDeleteSweet Cheeks Theme Song no 2
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-KbwLfAgbU
Wow that Stevie Wonder song that vilifies Obama is terrible.
ReplyDeleteSong good video bad.
ReplyDeleteThe Obama part is incidental, although I hate him, too.
ReplyDelete@vm Themes has to get to know YOU so I can find you your very own song :)
ReplyDeleteI can't wait! I'm fond of this one but I like to listen to music other people suggest.
ReplyDeleteLikey
Anyone have a 4gs? I'm thinking about upgrading. I have to sign a new 2 year contract which my change my unlimited data. Are they worth it?
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ReplyDeletesassy
ReplyDeleteNeigh Ciera and James he he
ReplyDeleteIts ciara, douchebag. And i thought I was UK an. So isn't it just James and James?
ReplyDeleteTheme song for Ciara/James, James/Ciara, or James/James
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeF7jqf0GU4
ReplyDeleteThat's why while I was calling room service to order cheesecake at the Waldorf you were putting improvised knifes up your ass in prison to survive, as mentioned today.
I doubt that dave. That was several years ago. You were still servicing the lechery of some old sexual predator while I was sneaking improvised knives up me arse in prison.
That Was clever themes. Well played.
ReplyDelete@vw Thank you <3
ReplyDeleteWould you rather be fucking an old man or have a knife up your ass?
ReplyDeleteVote.
The better question would be: Would you sneak a knife in your arse to stab somebody so you didn't get fucked by an old man, or would you just bend over and take it.
ReplyDeleteWould you rather be sipping on fine wine from fucking an old man or be taken off a bus with horse in you ass and later have a knife in your ass? Hmmmm................. hard one
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ReplyDeleteThe priviledge of not giving a toss is that I have never had to put up pictures, websites, or videos on a sociopath website to prove who I am. I don't want to know the details of your service to that old pervert. It's disgusting that anyone would give up their power like that. There's nothing you could pay me to give up my own dignity.
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Why don't you tell me dilemma? Would you get molested by a old pervert for years rather than go to prison? I guess it depends on how much pride you have.
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ReplyDelete'It's disgusting that anyone would give up their power like that. There's nothing you could pay me to give up my own dignity.'
ReplyDeleteThats the only sexy thing you've said in my presence Ukan. ;) Hit me up baby.
wv gleasp
I would rather fuck an old man and live in a five star hotel drinking nice wine than be taken off a dirty bus with horse up my ass Yes
ReplyDeleteAmi 0
ReplyDeleteSW 1,197,856
Get over it and go back to your blog nobody visits. You still think I'm James Bannon that's the funny part. No wonder your mum molested you. She had to get something out of giving birth to a retarded child.
James Mannion and I am not Ami
ReplyDeleteOnly ami repeats herself over and over and over everyday. Only Ami is dumb enough to still be falling for a joke that was told close to a month ago. Of course, I could be wrong. Want to prove it?
ReplyDeleteI am not Ami. I am one of the MANY people who hate you he he
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ReplyDeleteTheme song for sweets home tension
ReplyDeleteI'm glad to hear that there are many.
ReplyDeleteNerdy video of how that song was constructed entirely from samples.
ReplyDeleteYes, there are many, Ukan. You fucked with a lot of people, Buddy.
ReplyDeleteYou don't get internal bleeding idiot, you make a sheath. You admitted yourself that your encounter with that old fucker scarred you. Smuggling weapons onto the yard didn't make me blink. I packed my lunchbox and did what I needed to do. The end result is I'm still alive and right now I'm doing well for myself. I'm not old and alone like you. I'm married and living next to a lake. To quote one of my wife's favorite poet's, Emily Dickenson:
ReplyDeleteWe never know how high we are
Till we are called to rise;
When you make it through the tough times without breaking you become great, David. The fact is that you did not rise. You fell. That's why you are so damaged right now. That's why you are mentally scarred. That's why you have to take pills to sleep at night. That's why you feel so inferior that you will go to greater lengths than anyone on this site to prove yourself. That's why you need validation from a psychiatrist that you are a sociopath (Which never happened) to blame all your problems on a uncurable 'disorder'.
The drug game never ends on a winning streak.
ReplyDeleteNot when you are junkie.
ReplyDeleteNo arguments here. Every junkie is a setting sun.
ReplyDeleteLife is a risk. You could get hit by a car tommorrow. I like to live it, love it, and take every last drop in because tommorrow is not promised it's just gambled.
ReplyDeleteMan I feel you I love that shit.
ReplyDelete"You could get hit by a car tomorrow."
ReplyDeleteQuantum immortality. 'Nuff said.
"You don't get internal bleeding idiot, you make a sheath. I packed my lunchbox and did what I needed to do."
ReplyDeleteGood lord ukan, spare us the details, it would be laughable if it wouldn't be that shitty.
Btw the only place I suffer is in your delusional wishful thinking big boy.
I'll be back on sunday, and although I know your prostate is enjoying it, I expect you to get that toaster out of your arse by that time ukan, I can see the wire bangling from your pants, that's even too kinky for me man ...
Goodnight
Delusional. Last week you said I had insight into you that you didn't think possible that I was a thirty year old drug dealer. You thought I was in my 50's. Remember? Which is it david? Is it dependant upon me stopping my campaign of torment on you because you flatter me or is it dependant upon me validating the delusion you have that you are something special? Which of those do I need to do in order for me to keep my beliefs in who you are, because I haven't changed anything I have said about you. You are the only one changing your opinion and I think it is obvious to anyone why that is. Now go pop some pills so you don't lay awake thinking about how alone and worthless you are.
ReplyDeleteWe should watch some kinks videos.
ReplyDeleteChef's Hat 1:11 could be your life
Good song for UKan
ReplyDeleteas i always say-
ReplyDeletethe best preventative for hangovers is abstinence
the best preventative for babies is abstinence
and if ya dont wanna risk falling down dont ever get up crawl on ur bellies like a worm!
Picture Book
ReplyDeleteNot sure as an American I can really understand this song
ReplyDeleteFor all the narcs
ReplyDeleteVice President Hank left President, Buddy, Frank Hisself, a memo at the office, when Frank, gets back in.
ReplyDeleteHi Possee
por david
ReplyDeletesup frank to hank
ReplyDeletewv:secret handshake
Somebody do something! They're mocking the God of Captchas!
ReplyDelete"We never know how high we are
ReplyDeleteTill we are called to rise;"
I love her too.
i'm not who you seem to think i am. i just wanted to see who you thought i was. sooo... not as perceptive as we thought. yeah?
ReplyDeleteHank, Buddy. Frank hisself, saw the memo. Frank has been feeling depressed, and eating, too much ice cream. These ladies, can't make, Frank happy, like Frank thought.
ReplyDeleteHi Possee
President Frank, Vice President Hank will, take you out. Hank thinks, Frank, should put on Frank's, tight pants and purse. We have a Possee, to run, no time for sulking.
ReplyDeleteI think an almost more appropriate verse for him and Medusa would be " do I dare disturb the universe? Do I dare to eat a peach"
ReplyDeleteyou're a stupid little shit. you know that? but at least now, we know there is someone in the anonymous as dumb as ami. i don't know who it is you worship so... but i guarantee you are out of your league. you puppets are all the same. i'm don't even have to be the pied piper, to lead you into a trap. I would have kept this facade going, but you're too boring to bother with.
ReplyDeleteenjoy you fucking rape fantasies, and lovefraud adventures... it's all you got.
love Eden
game well played. it is late, gn
ReplyDeletecheers!
stucky is eden can this be true? it breaks my heart
ReplyDelete@Haven
ReplyDeleteThe term 'gaslighting' comes from a play called 'Gas Light'. An important plot-point revolves around gaslighting (the psychological term) with an actual gaslight (the kind of light that runs on gas). Also, TNP might find the name of one of the characters to be amusing.
What was that game, than Eden?
ReplyDeleteI'll tell you later MK.
ReplyDeleteI have a party I have to be at in less than 30.
told you i wanted to rip you to shreds! did this get you wet? probably from your eyes and not your cunt. :(
ReplyDeleteRocks beat scissors and the child with them.
ReplyDeleteNo just a game well played.
ReplyDeleteEmily Dickinson, seriously?
ReplyDeleteShe was exactly the kind of person you would call a weak loser afraid of life. She died unknown.
"Till we are called to rise;"
Right... how do you rise anywhere when you are too afraid and pathetic to leave your room? Isn't that what you would say?
ED sounds like an aspie.
ReplyDeleteGoogle says yes.
ReplyDelete"But there is something else about the speech of psychopaths that is equally puzzling: their frequent use of contradictory and logically inconsistent statements that usually escape detection. Recent research on the language of psychopaths provides us with some important clues to this puzzle, as well as to the uncanny ability psychopaths have to move words - and people- around so easily. […]
ReplyDeleteWhen asked if he had ever committed a violent offense, a man serving time for theft answered, "No, but I once had to kill someone."
A woman with a staggering record of fraud, deceit, lies, and broken promises concluded a letter to the parole board with, "I've let a lot of people down… One is only as good as her reputation and name. My word is as good as gold."
A man serving a term for armed robbery replied to the testimony of an eyewitness, "He's lying. I wasn't there. I should have blown his fucking head off."
From an interview with serial killer Elmer Wayne Henley:
Interviewer: "You make it out that you're the victim of a serial killer, but if you look at the record you're a serial killer."
Henley: "I'm not."
I: "You're not a serial killer?"
H: "I'm not a serial killer."
I: You're saying you're not a serial killer now, but you've serially killed."
H: "Well, yeah, that's semantics."
And so on. The point that the researchers noted was that psychopaths seem to have trouble monitoring their own speech. What is more, they often put things together in strange ways, such as this series of remarks from serial killer Clifford Olson: "And then I had annual sex with her." "Once a year?" "No. Annual. From behind." "Oh. But she was dead!" "No, no. She was just unconscientious." About his many experiences, Olson said, "I've got enough antidotes to fill five or six books - enough for a trilogy." He was determined not to be an "escape goat" no matter what the "migrating facts."" [Hare, Without Conscience]
psychopaths be mentally retarded, literally
ReplyDeleteso who is eden attacking now who is medusa attacking now? maybe i didnt pay attention but im lost
ReplyDelete"Psychopaths are notorious for not answering the questions asked them. They will answer something else, or in such a way that the direct question is never addressed. They also phrase things so that some parts of their narratives are difficult to understand. This is not careless speech, of which everyone is guilty at times, but an ongoing indication of the underlying condition in which the organization of mental activity suggests something is wrong. It's not what they say, but how they say it that gives insight into their true nature."
ReplyDeleteThere will be time to prepare a face to meet the faces that we meet
ReplyDeleteI have no idea what this stucky/Eden thing is, either; didn't seem worth paying attention to.
ReplyDeleteanon 455 said annual haha
ReplyDeletePeople wanted to overthrow the regime
ReplyDeleteDown Down Hamad
People want freedom
Freedom for the Bahraini people
their frequent use of contradictory and logically inconsistent statements that usually escape detection.
ReplyDeleteDuh.
Boredom should be illegal.
ReplyDeletewv:chockwoo (wtf?)
Can't think of any use for this awesome captcha... Anyway, insomnia should be illegal.
ReplyDeletewv: hydrate
I own stock in boredom.
ReplyDeleteAs easy as it is to become bored it is just as easy to find something to do.
ReplyDeleteSpeaking of which, Ima go out and beef up my thighs.
Piles
vm... ya want to take mine too?
ReplyDeleteBoredom. That is one thing I do not experience.
ReplyDeleteSome things feel like boredom but it's always actually something else.
Yeah I need it to fuel my uncontrollable impulses and destructive nature.
ReplyDeleteBoredom is actually pretty rare for me. I can think of approximately a million things to do right now, but I'm just too exhausted to motivate.
ReplyDeleteI find that really hard to believe, Medusa. Not that I think you're lying, it's just... I don't get it. How?
ReplyDeleteI thought I experienced boredom, perhaps I do, but then I quickly come up with something to do and it then comes to light that my "boredom" was actually laziness in ending the moment of non activity.
ReplyDeleteI've grown quite fond of Medusa in the time I've followed this blog. She never gives up and packs quite a punch, both qualities I respect in a person. Oh, and she's no sociopath either, and that is a plus too. Just a fighter.
ReplyDeleteAnon above me, who gives a fuck who you like, and it makes little sense to come to a sociopath blog angry that there are nothing but sociopaths bantering. That's like going to a seafood joint, ordering chicken, and being glad that your chicken ain't seafood. Why go to that place that specializes in something you have no desire in having?
ReplyDeleteWheatley, for me it's usually procrastination. To call it 'boredom' is to cop out equivalent to 'leaving it to a Higher Power'.
ReplyDeleteBored is as bored and boring does.
I think I get bored pretty easily. I'm not sure though, because mostly it's, like Piles said, not doing anything about not having anything to do. But I also get bored when I have to do stuff I just don't give a fuck about.
ReplyDelete@Piles the Beaver
ReplyDeleteBecause of the pearls I can find buried in the crap! ;)
And to get angry and emotional responses from people like you, wannabe sociopath losers.
I would love to keep on going, but I need to go now. Ta ta!
Yeah, I generally hold myself accountable when I'm bored. Unless I'm somehow prevented from doing something I do care about. Which is why I hate funerals.
ReplyDeleteJust saw this cray loon on ac360.
ReplyDeleteParanormal Pooch
Thank God for mental illness
ReplyDeletewtf was that vm?
ReplyDeleteEnergy Shield ACTIVATE!@!
I think my faith in humanity just died a little more.
You know people are buying those things too. The traffic to her website was so busy after the ac360 piece the sever could not handle the load. Wait until this shit hit reddit.
ReplyDeleteBored people are boring.
ReplyDeletei grow old i grow old and i will wwear my trousers rrolled.
ReplyDeleteLol. Medusa and David have given me a much sharper picture of the imagery in that poem.
I came out as gay to my dad when I was 17. THAT, was certainly entertaining.
ReplyDeleteAnon 6:02pm, what the fuck would regard as crap?
ReplyDeleteEmily Dickinson, seriously?
She was exactly the kind of person you would call a weak loser afraid of life. She died unknown.
Oh you've heard of her medusa? I wonder if anyone could say the same about your music. What do you think the chances of that changing are when you die?
It's probable that even you have heard my work before, shortie.
ReplyDeleteKeep shooting blanks into the wind. Meanwhile I'll be off not being bored or boring.
Laters.
I'm putting Jerry Sandusky on my death pool list for 2012.
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ReplyDeleteI thought I experienced boredom, perhaps I do, but then I quickly come up with something to do and it then comes to light that my "boredom" was actually laziness in ending the moment of non activity
I agree. Sometimes I can't find enough to do so I just start tearing shite up.
Famous medusa? So famous even I have heard of you all the way over here? Ha ha, yet you are forced to live with a roomate you can't stand? Give me a break, woman. The famous people I have seen all have their own mansions, you can't even rent a flat by yourself. Talk about delusions of grandeur.
ReplyDeletethats not how the music industry works dude. most musicians even well known ones with big record deals don't make anywhere near millions
ReplyDeleteI don't know Medusa story bot Los Angeles is littered with out of work broke musicians you may have heard of. There's even a service called Rock & Roll movers the employees unemployed musicians. I've had a few indie rocks from notable bands work for me. I know one DJ/Electronic performer who was signed to Astererks/Virgin that's homeless. He lost his contract when Mirah Carey's album Glitter was such a failure (lost $40 million) Virgin had to close their LA offices.
ReplyDeletesly stone is homeless although thats mostly his fault lol. but hes pretty happy that way it seems like.
ReplyDeleteI saw him at Coachella it was insane. He just started to ramble about how his manager ripped him off.
ReplyDeleteFrank just got home. Someone took his identity. That is what happens when you are popular.
ReplyDeleteHi Possee
Ukan do you have millions and live in a mansion? Cause that's what I thought truly successful organized criminals have. Who cares about a lake, there are thousands in Minnesota.
ReplyDeleteDon't Fuck with Medusa. Don't you E-V-E-R learn he he
ReplyDeleteWonderful Anon's Theme Song
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VILgSsesD0&feature=related
vm, what's up brow?
ReplyDeleteHappy Friday!
ReplyDeleteI liked the song vm.
Missus
My hair looks great :) I am all relaxed after being pampered.
Yes, my husband has noticed a physical difference over the last year or so, it increases his worries.
I wanted to stop in and wish everyone a Merry Christmas before I head out on my trip in the am.
What will I do without SW for this long?~
I won't see you guys until 2012, crazy huh?
Without conscience
ReplyDeleteHave a good time sweets. This place will be a little duller without you. Since I left you is a legendary dance record. Name drop it to some of your DJ friends sometime. The whole thing is incredible. Best of luck with the fam.
ReplyDeletevm
ReplyDeleteThanks vm
If you ever want to share music or keep in touch, I keep my info posted on my profile.
Have a great time Sweets! Don't forget us.
ReplyDeleteHaven
ReplyDeleteThanks I will! Take care of yourself and don't do anything I wouldn't ;)
Okay now I have to get packing. I need to leave at 3 am so I have a long night ahead of myself. Happy New Year SW.
Will do.
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