There is nothing very odd about lambs disliking birds of prey, but this is no reason for holding it against large birds of prey that they carry off lambs. And when the lambs whisper among themselves, "These birds of prey are evil, and does this not give us a right to say that whatever is the opposite of a bird of prey must be good," there is nothing intrinsically wrong with such an argument--though the birds of prey will look somewhat quizzically and say, We have nothing against these good lambs; in fact, we love them; nothing tastes better than a tender lamb."Friedrich Nietzsche
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ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Szu5aUdg4DE&feature=related
The Doors Mexico 1969 (Bird Of Prey)
BIRD OF PREY
Bird of prey, Bird of prey
flying high, flying high
In the summer sky
Bird of prey, Bird of prey
flying high, flying high
Gently pass on by
Bird of prey, Bird of prey
flying high, flying high
Am I going to die
Bird of prey, Bird of prey
flying high, flying high
Take me on your flight
FIRST!
ReplyDeleteAnonymous beat you. By a few years.
DeleteTHIRD! :D
:) Good Morning Sociopathworld!!!!
ReplyDeleteI must say I enjoyed yesterdays "Up From The Sofa"!!!! Edvard does sound like a really nice guy ;)
Also, the description of Ukan was HILARIOUS!!!!! LMAO I could picture it in my head!
PS- Iam always down for doing some kinky stuff in the writing, but you probably already knew that :)
Love you, Rich and thank you for all your kind and gracious words and exclamation points. I have a new episode with you as the star :D
Delete:) No problem! I love your writings and the Up from the Sofa series, I like them so much that I have saved every one of them!
DeleteI cant wait to read the new story with me as the star!
;)
LOL and I just noticed the softcore porn thread in the forum!
ReplyDeleteIam gonna have to read that when I get back home from the methadone clinic! See you all in about an hour!!!!!
:)
A sociopath allows his guy buddy to rub, squeeze his ass and touch his cock. However, his guy buddy can't touch him unless he wants to be touched.
ReplyDeleteThe guy buddy a prey for the entertainment of the sociopath friend.
Opinion.
Mr. Anon, what you've just said ... is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul.
Deletethat is plagiarism and I am reporting you.
DeleteWhat if the rambling, incoherent response is somebody's reality. Why not seek clarity rather than judge?
Deletei do not judge. I joke. I state the obvious and make a joke. i pretty much think it was on top of someone else's joke, too.
Deleterather than judge me as a judger i invite you to seek clarity on individual tastes for humor. It is personal and requires a more intimate knowledge of individuals. So I will give you a pass ; .
But IF i were to seek clarity on the 443 post, I can't. Because I see nothing sociopathic about telling someone when you're open to be groped, and closing off when you're not.
If it's sociopath related it's just about switching up the control. If you have given permission for someone to do something (grope)and then you take it away and become unpredictable, that could also be sociopathic game. I guess.
Anon 4:43 AM
DeleteWhat is the socio friend. Straight, gay, bisexual or he just likes same-sex play with the guy buddy.
Just curious.
I agree with Neitzsche. I love tender lamb.
ReplyDeletewith gnocci and pesto Mmmmmm
DeleteI like it ground in tomato basil gravy.
DeleteI like lamb chops, Greek style.
DeleteI had tortellini with pesto sauce last night :)
DeleteI had Indian -lamb saag.
DeleteIt wasn't Nietzsche who was the mean one, it's the sister who wrote all that sociopathic stuff after his death. Or not?
ReplyDeleteShe edited a few things in Der Wille zur Macht. This isn't sociopathic at all, ME'd know this if he actually read something from Nietzsche, it's about master vs. slave morality. But hey, don't forget he also made a comparison between his social techniques and a brand. He'll post whatever floats his boat in order to make a daily blog post, and not let his audiencr down.
DeleteI bet he likes Ayn Rand.~
I think an emotionally healthy person has access to his bird of prey side and his lamb side. That is my goal for myself, although I hope I only use my bird of prey side for self protection and not attack.
ReplyDeleteI have a lot of guilt about standing up for myself. I was conditioned to feel sorry for the person attacking me, rather than defend myself.
How noble, honourable of you.
DeleteIf only we had more people like you, controlling our nations, enslaving our children, rendering men who see, mad...
We need a better word for redundant.
DeleteChick I keep hoping one day you will take responsibility for your feelings and happiness, and quit letting everyone else determine your mood. Maybe next year?
DeleteDefend yourself?
DeleteWho will cover your nakedness?
AnonymousNovember 30, 2012 12:18 PM
DeleteChick I keep hoping one day you will take responsibility for your feelings and happiness, and quit letting everyone else determine your mood. Maybe next year?
You are right. I hope I am getting there.
Monica, do you feel extremely driven toward writing? It's called hypergraphia, do you think you have some of that and that it's cylical for you, meaning sometimes you actually have writer's block.
ReplyDeleteNo, I don't relate to what you are saying.
ReplyDeletehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypergraphia
DeleteWith L.A's tongue flicking in and out of Monica's mouth, she felt the flow from him move to her lower abdomen and below. The flow was like her favorite Breyer's chocolate ice cream when she left it on the counter too long. Then, it was all melty and squishy and just right.
ReplyDeleteShe did not do sensation, well. She did not do feeling, well. Inside, she housed hundreds of small rooms, as in a sprawling, hotel complex. Most had doors which were slammed shut. The one L.A was trying to opened was bolted, as she moaned STOP.
He smiled. "I specialize in woman like you: chock full of fucking inhibitions. Next time I see you, be wearing a skirt with no panties. See you tomorrow morning at work, Monica Moo. If you don't comply, you will regret it. Understand, Pretty Baby?"
She heard the door close behind him and she was melting.
Lusty.
DeleteI love . A man. Who takes. Control.
DeleteDoolally!
DeleteHoly fuck, Sofa. This is good.
DeleteAnd right on the money too. I am dominant and there's no better thrill than getting a lover to express their innermost desires. Unleash the beast and really have some fun.
Establishment B was open on Saturday mornings. Today, Monica wore a black, wool gabardine, Brooks Brother's skirt with a conservative four inch slit up the left side, a white silk cream Donna Karan blouse and black leather boots which hit just below the bottom of the skirt. She was sans panties.
ReplyDeleteRaven started the habit of bringing Elicit's pumpkin( or blueberry) bread to her office with coffee for herself and Elicit. She liked one cream and two sugars. Elicit liked two creams and one sugar. They left the door open and one could hear the sounds of friendly banter about music or what they did the night before. During staff meetings, Raven and Elicit, always, sat together.
Rich stopped hitting on hot chicks on the internet. He stopped playing video games. Whenever he could, he looked up Bluebird's files, which had Monica's notes from each of their sessions. Rich could be dismissed for this garish flaunting of doctor/client privacy. He was careful to make sure no one was around.
At that unfortunate moment, Edvard walked in. Before Rich could hide it, Edvard looked at the computer screen with Bluebird's records sprawled across the entire page. Edvard had a strange look on his face, but then it left and Edvard looked as unruffled, as usual. "Rich, you are needed at the front desk" he said, with no emotion.
Rich pulled up the layout plan for the offices, on the computer. Rich could see who was coming and going, by shifting the scenes from one room to another. Rich wanted to make sure they thought he was working, at all times.
Rich had taken to adding an item to his belt loops. A brown leather knife case housed the intricately carved, ivory knife that he had purchased in Warren's store, a few weeks ago. He named it Little Blue.
The therapeutic hour was 50 minutes. It didn't matter if the patient was having a heart attack or had just been cast off by his long time lover in favor of a horse, once 50 minutes hit, the patient was out.
DeleteLiterary Anon knew Monica would be alone at 2:50. She heard the door open and then heard it lock. LA pushed her, hard, against the locked door, as his hand slid under her dress in one simultaneous and seamless motion. She moaned so loudly that he put his hand over her mouth to muffle her sounds from the roomful of patients in the waiting room, next door. Then, he plunged his finger inside her, deeply and forcibly. He moved it in and out,again and again, as she responded to both the vise like grip on her mouth and the penetrating finger with increasingly louder moans, which his hand muffled.
"Monica Moo, you are in no condition to see a patient. Only a fucking slut does what you just did." he said with an cold tone.
Then, he walked out, greeting the patient who entered with a warm hello and his name.
Mmmm, from meek bookworm to a cold hearted seducer.
DeleteSeems like M.E. might have some competition.
Oh, look at that, so this is where all the trailer trash gather.
DeleteMmmm, from meek bookworm to a cold hearted seducer.
DeleteSeems like M.E. might have some competition.
This is an organic enterprise. Literary Anon said he did not want cuddles.
It didn't matter if the patient was having a heart attack or had just been cast off by his long time lover in favor of a horse
Deletelol!!
Sociopathic shrinks *shivers*
You might think it was easy to grow up with the famous Dr Franklin Fomentile, as your father. He had a close knit relationship with Eric, his brother. They were twins and had that twin thing going i.e they could read each others minds and feelings.
ReplyDeleteMary, Zoe's mother, was somewhat of a hysteric. Franklin looked fine, from outward appearances, but he was a serial cheater. Haven was the last in a long line of affairs, although most were one night stands. He belonged to an underground sex positive network, made up of, mostly, professionals in his community and the surrounding greater Boca Raton area, including Miami, the bastion of cutting edge sexuality.
Zoe grew up with the perfect exterior childhood and a rotten in Denmark interior one. As such, she froze and didn't go in either direction, as happens when there is too much stimuli in too many varied directions.
Monica from 1045 am
ReplyDeleteI was conditioned to feel sorry for my abandonner, and made to feel evil/guilty about hating the caregiver who took my "self" away.
It is redundant in my head at all times. I am sorry that people tell you to shut up here.
I do not know what to do when depression gets very bad. No body can handle it. I do not want to be alone though. My friend has said to me that "it does not happen very often so is not defining the relationship, so is ok." But the extent is not known and I cannot risk losing the small amt of happiness i have, so i I must lie about my state or I will lose my friend. This is more hiding.
What should I do? You said to cry it out. I think you may be wrong because now I cry too much.
So my pdoc is putting me on another medicine. I do not want to be on another medicine.
I do not want anger turned outwards around people, I do not want my head on and I will not kill myself. Nobody can help me with what isin my heasd. I cannot sit and do bibliotherapy all day. I am getting worse.
DeleteDon't you ever feel like it is ridiculous. Not even laughing makes it go away.
For the person who said trauma does not go away, how do you know?
Anon 5:12
DeleteYour question is heartbreaking. I hear what you are going through. I made my own program because traditional ones failed me. I am doing better, but am not great, by any stretch of the imagination.
I do think healing is rather simple, but the doing of it is horrifically hard.
To undo trauma, we must re-live it. We must feel what we suppressed. When we do that, we will cry and our pain tanks will empty out and we will heal.
The re-feeling the original trauma is pure hell. You feel like you will, literally, go into the abyss and become unglued.
I never went on drugs because I felt that they were not the answer, a logical answer, but I don't condemn anyone who does.
As bad as my trauma was, it was not as bad as some people, on here, and so I think I may have been able to do this process easier.
However, when it is all said and done, my faith in God was my single biggest strength in this process. I could not have gone through it, to date, without that. No way. When no one loves you or wants you, He does.
I went off on a tangent, perhaps. Did I answer your question. Ask anything more that you want. I will do my best to answer <3
I hate to admit it, but Monica is right.
DeleteKilling our problems won't solve them, nothing is gained, and the lesson in it is missed, so ultimately it leads to failure.
Love is the answer, even though its hard, its worth it.
I guess we should accept that.
Hard as it may be.
I am afraid of love.
DeleteIf i did not love myself i would not want to heal. I must love myself enough for that. I guess that is a good start. Thank you very much for responding to me, Monica and anon
DeleteYou think i need to really feel like i did as a very young person then? Because that feels different than me now. I will try that.
^It is maybe more productive than self pity, wallowing, feeling sorry for myself. This is too annoying and feels like something my old therapist would masturbate to.
'Where your treasure is, there will your heart be.'
DeleteI have been trying to completely invest myself in Him, it has been hard and painful, but I still want to invest more and more.
If my heart is up there with Him, then who will harm me?
Thanks, Monica. I'm a different anon, but you are right. I have been doing what you suggest a bit and I can tell that it is working. Hug a pillow.
DeleteWell, if you're going to put it that way...
DeleteIts good start, still better than playing with shit.
AnonymousDecember 2, 2012 12:22 AM
ReplyDeleteIf i did not love myself i would not want to heal. I must love myself enough for that. I guess that is a good start. Thank you very much for responding to me, Monica and anon
You think i need to really feel like i did as a very young person then? Because that feels different than me now. I will try that.
^It is maybe more productive than self pity, wallowing, feeling sorry for myself. This is too annoying and feels like something my old therapist would masturbate to.
This is the thing about the "wallowing". People will ride you, badly, and say you are masturbating and wallowing when you go into these emotions, instead of "putting on a happy face"
I used to get into big fights about this with people and made a lot of enemies, but I am healing, so that proves my point. now, I don't argue about it, but walk away.
The thing about the body and the mind is that God made them self healing, with the right ingredients. These ingredients are in the Bible, as the Bible is a very practical book, the most practical.
With healing, the way out is what was the way in. You must, must feel what you repressed, as your mind and thinking mechanisms shut down when you repressed emotions.
That is why an emotionally ill person is immature. His thinking process and capacity for change has shut down, leaving him with the black and white thinking of a child.
This is all from practice, not theory. I have just started to feel as if I am a discrete and separate person from my mother. This is not because I am a jerk, but because I was frozen in trauma. I have just started to feel as if I am a separate person from the world, if you know what I mean. I felt melded into my surroundings and did not even really know it, until I started coming out of it. SW has been my place to grow, to a very large extent. You can be totally real on here. I think it is very rare, in allowing that. M.E lets people be, to fight, bond and express all those unacceptable things one has to stuff elsewhere. I would not have been able to heal without it. You need to be honest to heal. All sickness is lies--lies about who you are, most especially.
Please, ask any questions you want. Life is about sharing and giving to others and others giving to you!
Monica I am jealous of a child. I am feeling like the child is more important than I am (of course it should be. To the parent, that is) and I am jealous that this child gets more love, understanding, consideration, is not deprived of things emotionally or materially, all things i did not have.
DeleteI freeze when hear about the child and how parent is so loving with it. I tell parent how they are great and wonderful parent. But i am jealous.
This child is years ahead of me because it is loved so much. This child will grow up healthy, with good esteem. This is why I am jealous.
It is shameful for me to talk about this.
I am supposed to feel these feelings and remember them when i was a child, when I was jealous of the other children?
I could not express my feelings about the other children because my feelings were discounted immediately.
I am to allow myself to be angry about my deprivation on all the levels?
I am shamed of these feelings because I think I still have them.
If I go to help a poor unfortunate child I may feel good about it, but it is because I see me in them. This is a bit disturbing. i am not them.
DeleteI do not "help" any. I see them clearly if they have a look like the way I felt, and I will try to see them and make them feel special.
DeleteAnon 9:03
DeleteIt is a natural feeling. I have it, too, when I see children who are loved by parents and they don't have to live in fear and humiliation, all the time.
I believe we are only as sick as the secrets we keep, so you have to say things like you did here!
ok i think you are right. thank you.
DeleteYes, your shame about it is what is making you feel so bad. I have a ton of shame but force myself to share my innermost self,as a way to see I am not alone, and to let it go, but I still have a lot left :D
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ReplyDeleteAnonymousDecember 2, 2012 12:39 AM
ReplyDelete'Where your treasure is, there will your heart be.'
I have been trying to completely invest myself in Him, it has been hard and painful, but I still want to invest more and more.
If my heart is up there with Him, then who will harm me?
Yes, but our self hate from abuse prevents us from letting His love in.
Since I've found Him, I've really started appreciating myself,
DeleteI've realised that we have alot in common.
Do you mean us?
DeleteAnonymousDecember 2, 2012 4:40 AM
ReplyDeleteSince I've found Him, I've really started appreciating myself,
I've realised that we have alot in common.
You find your own life when you find Him. He is the real freedom, the freedom everyone looks for in everything else. He is the rest for the weariness and the pain.
'Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death; jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame.'
DeleteHmm.
What do you mean?
DeleteOh, I just really love that.
DeleteI've been wanting to post that like forever.
lol
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